Friday, September 19, 2008

Monday, September 15, 2008


im to lazy to write a whole blog post so heres some lyrics

One hand on this wily comet,
Take a drink just to give me some weight,
Some uber-man I'd make,
I'm barely a vapor

They shone a chlorine light on,
A host of individual sins,
Let's carve my aging face off,
Fetch us a knife,
Start with my eyes,
Down so the lines,
Form a grimacing smile,

Close your eyes to corral a virtue,
Is this fooling anyone else?
Never worked so long and hard,
To cement a failure,

We can blow on our thumbs and posture,
But the lonely is such delicate things,
The wind from a wasp could blow them,
Into the sea,
With stones on their feet,
Lost to the light and the loving we need,

Still to come,
The worst part and you know it,
There is a numbness,
In your heart and it's growing,

With burnt sage and a forest of bygones,
I click my heels,
Get the devils in line,
A list of things I could lay the blame on,
Might give me a way out,

But with each turn,
It's this front and center,
Like a dart stuck square in your eye,
Every post you can hitch your faith on,
Is a pie in the sky,
Chock full of lies,
A tool we devise,
To make sinking stones fly,

And still to come,
The worst part and you know it,
There is a numbness,
In your heart and it's growing.

Monday, May 12, 2008

anorexia nervosa

so the new showbread albums "anorexia" and "nervosa" come out today, i wont be able to hear them till i hang out with hector again. im really excited seeing how showbread is one of my favorite bands, and i thought there would never be a new album since josh dies(singer) went of and did crappy solo junk. im going to see them the 29th with hector and joey
you should go too, it will be awesome. so as for my regular everyday life nothing much has been up. school is almost out, and im excited for that. the last 3 weeks it has been freezing(and by that i mean like 68 degrees) but its still kinda weird seeing how its may and im in the middle of the desert. besides the weather ive also noticed that im a pathological liar. i lie for no reason. i lie and don't notice it. then i have to lie again to cover up the lie about the lie

im a horrible person and should be medicated


Sunday, April 13, 2008

A Buh Buh Buh

hello again children, I am blogging right now because im bored. not much exciting happened i pretty much just stayed at home and talked to my friend rebecca every day. one fun thing that i did do was as i was walking down the street to subway i ran into my friend the sasquatche. he said that evil clowns were taking over his forest. i helped him kill said clowns and he bestowed upon me an amulet containing the spirit of the forest. but besides that it was all kinda bland and boring

Sunday, April 6, 2008

stupid people full of stupid stupidity

so this weekend i went to the mall with joey AKA jac, but the real reason i went was to see one of my best friends ever nicole, i havent seen nicole in over 5 months and i was really looking forward to it. so everything was planned out, we were totally prepared. i called her the night before and she said that she couldent go because she was sick. i was heartbroken. so we still went to the mall, it was alright we ate pretzels and hung out at the arcade for a while but something was missing

needless to say i was quite let down

thats all i have to say at the moment

good bye

p.s. i love you

Thursday, April 3, 2008


so in recent days i've come to realize that i've gained the reputation of the guy who's loud, overenthusiastic and cant take anything seriously. and i really don't like it just because thats the mood most people see me in doesn't mean anything. i have the same crap as everyone else and i can act like everyone else, but i choose not to because by me not being a jerk to everyone or being all depressed and crap i can make this world a little bit better. and if you'd rather just label me then go ahead, but it really doesn't matter to me what you have to say

On a lighter note:


Tuesday, April 1, 2008

April Fools

so april first is upon us again a day when its tradition to play prank on friends and share in marryment but i think that april fools day has become something much different then what it once was its no longer about fun its about lies and rick rolling people

i hate you rick astley......I HATE YOU!!